*If I never met you*
by Boryana Yosifova

Sometimes I ask myself
What would have happened
if I never ever met you?
Would I have been in love
so deeply
with anybody else?
Could I find somebody
someone different
to love me more
to make me feel even better?

Sometimes I ask myself
What would have happened
if I never ever met you?
I'm wondering
if I would have grown to
the person I am now?
Maybe or I would have become even wiser?
Travelling somewhere else
I could never know the final destination

Don't try to hurt me now
It's all over
Don't make it even more painful
I used to love you so
I don't want to despise you
Don't try to hurt me now
I'm too far away from you
Try to escape the ghost of my love
it's just an illusion
I will never come back to you
even I love you but not
in the way it should

Sometimes I ask myself
What would have happened
if I never ever met you?
If none showed me
this way of perception
Would I have taken
this kind of direction
Even with you I took
different way
Just leave me now
You have been so great
Find somebody else
And leave me all by myself
I'm waiting for the sunrise
of my new day


devoted to my ex-bf.